Am I Muslim ?

I bear witness in my heart,
that there is no Lord but Allah ,

and I bear witness in my heart,
that Muhammad is the messenger of Allah.

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Friends..

I feel something weird today. I feel that Allah give me guidance. He show me the real life. He gave me person that can help me. But, I refuse..

Im asking my self..

Why ?

Why.. I refuse to see them?

While I know that they are will help me to know better about islam. Im searching of it. But, I refuse to know it better.

I think that im not good enough to be muslim.

To be a real muslim. Not only named at IC.

God ! Help me…

Please…

Help me..

Please..

Show me the truth!!!



And say: " Truth has (now) arrived, and Falsehood perished: for Falsehood is (by its nature) bound to perish." [ Al-isra’ : 81 ]

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I believe that I have found the truth. Islam is the true religion and way of life.

Which is GOD ?

Today, im waiting of Him.. Lord of the Lord. But, there is nothing.. He just give me a feel of the feel. Hard to said what type of feeling.

Most of my friends said.. " why u are so..so...and so..interesting wif islam.. as what u know that there is no different between this and that (christian and islam) its religion. God is God.. The Almighty one?"

Excuse me friends.. majority of u said like that. but...

" U said God is God.. The Almighty One. "

it means God is One is it? not 3nity..

Who am I ?

Why god create me?

Who's the real God?

Can we see Him?

Can we talk to Him ?

or maybe God is like human? can talk a lot.. play and making joke?


Im not sure if im the true believer or not. Im confuse wif what im feelin of. How can sambal terung gang believe of Allah? they think that Allah guide they are..

Everything they do is just coz of Allah.
They put their trust to Allah totally..